THE HOUSELESS WANDERER
by Joseph Philpot, 1845
"They wandered in the wilderness in a solitary way--they
found no city to dwell in. Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them.
Then they cried unto the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them out
their distresses. And he led them forth by the right way that they might go
to a city of habitation." Psalm 107:4-7
These words, at first sight, appear to refer to the
wanderings of the children of Israel in the wilderness--but a closer
inspection will show that this view cannot be borne out by the context. If
we look at the preceding verse, we read, "And gathered them out of the
lands, from the east, and from the west, from the north, and from the
south." This is not applicable to the children of Israel; they were gathered
only out of Egypt, not from the four quarters of the world. The text has no
reference then to the wanderings of Israel in the wilderness; but describes,
spiritually and experimentally, the dealings of God with the souls of his
This Psalm appears to me to be an epitome of the Lord's
dealings with the souls of his children. In order therefore to set forth
those dealings more clearly, and to trace out their diversified nature, the
Holy Spirit, by the pen of the Psalmist, has given us in it a description of
four distinct characters. When I say distinct, I mean, distinct so far as
refers to the teachings of the Spirit in the soul. In all the Lord's
spiritual dealings with his chosen, there is unity, though not uniformity;
similarity, though not sameness. And thus with respect to the dealings of
God with his people, as traced out in this Psalm, there is a variety; and
yet such a variety as is not inconsistent with the unity of the Spirit's
I shall, this evening, if God enable me, endeavor to
trace out the character of the spiritual wanderer, as drawn by the pen of
inspiration in the text. And in so doing, I shall not make any formal
divisions of the subject; but take it up sentence by sentence, and clause by
clause, as it lies before me--more in a way of exposition, than in a set,
The first thing said of the spiritual wanderer, and that
from which I give him the name, is, "They WANDERED
in the wilderness in a solitary way." A wanderer is the mark stamped upon
this spiritual pilgrim. But how did he become so? And what is the character
of a wanderer, such as is described in the text? He may be known by two
1. that he is houseless.
2. that he has lost his way.
1. But what made him houseless? Had he not a
comfortable home in which he lived? Had he not once a place where he could
find food and shelter? He had--and this was the world. That was his home;
and the things of time and sense were his food. But when the Spirit of God
entered with divine power into his conscience, he drove him out of his
house, he banished him from this shelter; and, like Noah's dove, he cannot
find rest for the sole of his foot upon the carcasses that are floating amid
the waters of the deluge. He is no longer able to shelter in his own wisdom,
righteousness, and strength.
The pleasures of the world and the pursuits of business,
that alternately amuse and engross the great bulk of mankind, have lost for
him their interest. He can no longer find his element in these things. The
inward teachings of God the Spirit have driven him out from them all by
laying the things of eternity with weight upon his soul; and thus he has
become a wanderer.
2. But there is another idea connected with a
wanderer--that he has lost his way. When he was in the world, he had
no difficulties--the path was so broad that he could not mistake it. But
when the work of divine grace begins in a sinner's heart, he loses his way.
He cannot find his way into the world--God has driven him out of it, as he
drove Lot out of Sodom. He cannot find his way to heaven--because he at
present lacks those clear testimonies, those bright manifestations whereby
alone he can see his path.
This is his experience, then, that he has lost his
way--having turned his back upon the world--and yet unable to realize those
enjoyments in his soul that would make heaven his home. He has so lost his
way, as to be often unable to go backward or forward; so lost his way, that
whether he turns to the right hand or the left, he has no plain landmarks to
show him the path in which his soul longs to go.
But we need not stray from the text to find where the
wanderer is. "They wandered IN THE WILDERNESS."
The wilderness is a type and figure of what this life is to the Lord's
people. There is nothing that grows in it fit for their food or nourishment.
In it the fiery flying serpents--sin and Satan--are perpetually biting and
stinging them; and there is nothing in it that can give them any sweet and
solid rest. The barren sands of carnality below, and the burning sun
of temptation above, alike deny them food and shelter.
But there is a word added which throws a further light
upon the character of the wilderness. "They wandered in the wilderness
IN A SOLITARY WAY;"--a way not tracked;
a path in which each has to walk alone; a road where no company cheers him,
and without landmarks to direct his course. This is a mark peculiar to the
child of God--that the path by which he travels is, in his own feelings, a
solitary way. This much increases his trials, that they appear peculiar to
himself. His perplexities are such as he cannot believe any living soul is
exercised with; the fiery darts which are cast into his mind by the wicked
One are such as he thinks no child of God has ever experienced--the darkness
of his soul, the unbelief and infidelity of his heart, and the workings of
his powerful corruptions, are such as he supposes none ever knew but
It is this walking "in a solitary way" that makes the
path of trial and temptation so painful to God's family. To be without any
comfort except what God gives, without any guidance but what the Lord
affords, without any support but what springs from the everlasting arms laid
underneath--in a word, to be in that state where the Lord alone must appear,
and where he alone can deliver, is very painful. But it is the very painful
nature of the path that makes it so profitable. We need to be cut off from
resting upon an arm of flesh--to be completely divorced from all props to
support our souls--except that Almighty Prop which cannot fail.
The Lord's people are very apt to lean upon one
another--they will rest upon anything (so prone is our nature to look to and
rest upon something visible) before they will lean upon the invisible God.
But the mark of the believer is, that he has to do with invisible
realities--that he is supplied with invisible strength, and upheld by an
invisible hand. Were it not, then, that the people of God had to walk in
this solitary path where none but the Lord can support or comfort their
souls, they would cease to deal with these invisible realities, and lean
more upon those things which sense and reason could comprehend.
But the Lord will take care that his people shall deal
only with himself; that they shall have no real comfort but that which
springs from his presence, and no solid testimonies but those which are
breathed into their conscience from his own lips. And thus he puts his
people into, and keeps them "in a solitary way," that they may receive
communications out of Christ's fullness into their souls, just as much as
though there were no other believers on the face of the earth.
How many a gracious person is utterly unable to
communicate the feelings of his heart to any one! And sometimes this burdens
us. We desire sympathy, pity, and compassion from men. But the Lord will not
often allow us to find this pity or compassion; or if we find it, he will
not allow us to rest upon it. His object is to draw us away from the
creature; to take us off from leaning on human pity and compassion; and to
bring us to trust implicitly to himself, "whose compassions fail not"--to
lean wholly and solely upon him, who is "full of pity, and of tender mercy."
Thus the very circumstance of having to walk in a path of peculiar
temptation and sorrow, which makes it to be "a solitary way," is the very
reason why that solitary way is so profitable.
But there is another expression added, which helps to
fill up the description of the solitary wanderer--"They found no city to
dwell in." Man is, by nature, a restless creature, and he desires some
place of rest. The world rests in the shop, the farm, the pleasures and
vanities of the passing day--men in a profession of religion without the
power, rest in a name to live. But the Lord has determined that his people
shall find no rest but in himself. He is a jealous God. He will not allow us
to find any solid resting-place for our souls but in the Son of his love.
This, then, is the mark that belongs to the solitary
wanderer--that "he finds no city to dwell in." A city implies something
which is stable, with dwellings, streets, shops, houses--something that has
fixtures. But the Lord's people, as they journey through the wilderness,
find no such fixtures--there is nothing in this world that is sufficiently
strong for them to lean upon; there is no city that spreads its charms
before their eyes sufficient to satisfy them. This world can afford no
resting-place for their weary spirit; they are not at home in it. Their
minds may be occupied with business--their affections may be drawn aside
after the things of time and sense; they may set up idols in the chambers of
imagery; they may even endeavor for a time wholly to occupy themselves, as
other men do, with the things of this world; but yet with all, "they find no
city to dwell in."
There is nothing stable, nothing satisfactory; no rest,
no peace. "All that comes is vanity and vexation of spirit." Should they
sometimes attempt to rear up a city, sorrow, trouble, temptation, and grief
sweep it away as soon as it rises up before their eyes--like a house of
cards, one touch dashes it all to pieces. For the pilgrims of Zion there is
in this world no city to dwell in; no suitable foundation to rest upon,
except the Lord, who will not own nor bless the earthly city with which the
citizens of this world are so much occupied and so madly in love.
Do you not find this in your experience, that there is an
aching void in your souls, which nothing but the presence and love of God
can fill? Are you not often restless at home, restless abroad--restless
alone, restless in company? Is there not a desolate vacancy in your soul
that the world cannot satisfy? Is not all confusion without the Lord's
presence--all darkness without the Lord's light; and a feeling of
dissatisfaction generally prevalent, except the Lord lift upon you the light
of his countenance? This is a sure and infallible mark of the life of God in
But there are other marks given in the text of the
spiritual wanderer, which further serve to fill up his character. "HUNGRY
AND THIRSTY, their soul fainted in them." Hungry after what? The
things of time and sense? The delicacies and luxuries that the world sets
before them? No--they are spoiled for such things. Their hunger is after
heavenly food, after eternal and spiritual realities, after the presence of
Jesus, the love of God shed abroad in their heart, the blood of atonement
sprinkled on the conscience, and the consolations of the Spirit
But hunger is a painful sensation. It is not merely an
appetite for food; but hunger is an appetite for food attended with pain. So
spiritually. It is not merely a desire after Christ that constitutes
spiritual hunger. "The soul of the sluggard desires, and has nothing."
(Prov. 13:4) But it is a desire attended with pain; nor merely a wish for
spiritual food, but also with such painful sensations, that unless this
appetite is satisfied, the soul must perish and die. Nothing short of this
constitutes spiritual hunger. There are many who say, 'I have a desire.' If
it is a spiritual desire, it will be granted. But spiritual desire is always
attended with painful sensations, which many are completely ignorant of who
profess to have desire. "The desire of the slothful kills him." (Prov.
21:25) Why? Because he rests satisfied with a desire, and never takes the
kingdom of heaven by violence.
The expression "thirsty," in the text, conveys a still
larger meaning. Hunger is more supportable than thirst. Persons die sooner
when left without water than without food. Intense thirst is perhaps the
most painful of all bodily sensations that a human being can know. The
Spirit has therefore made use of this figure in order to convey the intense
desire of a living soul--that he must have Christ, or perish--must feel his
blood sprinkled upon the conscience, or die in his sins--must "know him, and
the power of his resurrection," or pass into the gloomy chambers of eternal
woe--must have the presence of Jesus sensibly realized, and the love of God
shed abroad, or else of all men be the most miserable.
But there is a word added, which throws a still greater
light upon the subject--the sure effect and consequence of hunger and
thirst--"THEIR SOULS FAINTED IN THEM."
Observe, it is not said their 'bodies,' but "their souls," which shows that
the whole description is to be understood spiritually--and that the Holy
Spirit is not here describing natural hunger and thirst, but that which is
wholly and solely supernatural. It was their hunger, and not having that
hunger gratified--it was their thirst, and not having that thirst appeased,
which made their souls faint within them.
Some of God's people think that they have only to desire,
and as soon as they desire, that the blessing must come; that they have only
to thirst, and no sooner do they thirst, than God is sure to send them a
supply. But it is not so. Hunger and thirst are first to do a certain work.
What is this work? To make their souls faint within them; to starve them out
of all spiritual strength, and reduce them to the famishing point. And be
sure that you have never hungered and thirsted aright, if your soul has
never fainted--fainted through the weakness produced by the denial of
spiritual food--fainted by reason of the difficulties which you have had to
pass through--fainted through the burdens laid on your shoulders--fainted
through the rough and narrow path which you have had to traverse.
How many of the Lord's people have been brought to this
spot, that they must give up all for lost! How many have sunk into
despondency, because the Lord will not attend to them when they call upon
his name--that he will not speak to their souls, though they have so often
begged him to hear and answer--that he will not take the burdens off their
shoulders under which they are sinking--that he will not give them those
evidences, testimonies, and smiles which their hearts are panting after!
But the Lord has a special purpose in all this. It is his
object that their souls should faint within them. It was so with Jonah.
"When my soul fainted within me I remembered the Lord; and my prayer came in
unto you, into your holy temple. (Jonah 2:7) We must be brought to the
fainting point. It is almost, to use a natural figure, as with persons ill
of a fever or inflammation; they must be bled until the body swoons away.
And so with spiritual hungerings and thirstings; they must go on until the
soul faints; this is the intention of them. Until the soul faints, it does
not desire support--the everlasting arms are slighted--the bosom of Jesus is
not leaned upon. "Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples," cries the
Bride. Why? Because she was swooning away--not indeed, in her case, of
hunger, but of love. When we faint, we desire cordials--but cordials are
mere intoxicating drinks, unless to fainting persons. "He gives power to the
faint--and to those who have no might he increases strength." (Isa. 40:29)
But we pass on to consider that which is the FRUIT of
their wanderings, hungerings, and faintings--"Then." Observe how this is the
point to which all tends. All their previous exercises are to bring them to
this solemn then. "THEN THEY CRIED UNTO THE LORD IN
THEIR TROUBLE, and he delivered them out of their distresses." It
was these things made them cry. Until they wandered in the wilderness –until
they felt it to be a solitary way, until they found no city to dwell in
until hungry and thirsty their soul fainted in them--there was no cry. There
might have been prayer, a desire a feeble wish, and now and then a sigh or a
groan. But this was not enough. Something more was needed to move the
affections of divine clemency. The case was not sufficiently urgent; the
disease had not struck deep enough into the vitals to demand the hand of the
heavenly Physician. The feeble prayer; the mere expression of desire, the
falling down upon the knees, and uttering a few words, which so many are
satisfied with--this was not sufficient.
Something more was needed to draw forth loving-kindness
out of the bosom of the compassionate Head of the church. A cry was needed--a
cry of distress, a cry of soul trouble, a cry forced out of their hearts by
heavy burdens. A reality, an urgency, a taking no denial, a fervent
importunity, a holy wrestling was needed. There is no real cry in the soul
until it is brought into these circumstances. Perhaps some of you are
wondering why the Lord has not had compassion upon you. You read this and
that person's experience; and you wonder why the Lord has not appeared for
you as he has appeared for others.
Have you ever looked deeply into the chambers of your
heart to trace out the cause? Is not God faithful and willing to fulfill his
promises to the very letter? Perhaps you have not been brought to that spot
where real blessings and testimonies are needed. You have been hovering
around the blessing, instead of earnestly crying after it. You have been
sometimes going to it, sometimes going from it--sometimes casting
half-hearted looks, sometimes venting half-hearted desires--and then
wondering and wondering why the blessing has not come. But you must go into
a deeper spot, into heavy trials, into more painful and distressing
feelings, into more stripping and cutting sensations before the cry that
brings deliverance can come forth.
A cry implies necessity, urgent need, a perishing without
an answer to the cry. It is the breath of a soul bent upon having eternal
realities brought into the conscience, or perishing without them. "Then they
cry unto the Lord in their trouble." It is trouble that makes a man cry. I
am a living witness to that. No, nothing but trouble will make a man cry.
And therefore the Lord is obliged to send trouble into our hearts to produce
it. Past troubles will not make us cry, and past blessings will not make us
cry; past experiences, however deep, however high, will not make us cry.
They affect us no more than the showers that fell last year.
We must have present things to call forth present
cries--we must feel present trials to bring forth present prayers. That is
the reason why the Lord is perpetually sending troubles upon his people;
perpetually wounding and distressing them. Not that he loves to see them
distressed; not that he delights to see them in misery and sorrowing; but he
knows that it is for our good; as we read, "But he disciplines us for our
profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness." (Heb. 12:10) And thus
it is he sends troubles into our souls, and afflicts us in body and mind,
for the purpose of producing an effect upon us, which cannot be produced in
any other way.
Now, do look at your experience in this matter, you that
fear God. What are your prayers, when you have no trouble, no burdens, no
exercises, no perplexities? Are not your prayers half-hearted? Is there then
any wrestling with the Lord? Is there any breathing of your soul into his
bosom? I know from experience that we need troubles and trials, exercises
and temptations, stripe upon stripe, and blow upon blow, to bring a cry out
of our soul. What a mercy it is when there is a cry!
Some of our troubles and trials stun us; and then we
cannot cry. Some shut us up well-near in despondency and despair; and then
we cannot cry. We cannot cry. Some drive us to rebellion, and to think that
the Lord is dealing harshly with us; and then we cannot cry. Some make us
sullen and reckless--and then we cannot cry. We cannot raise up a cry
ourselves. We may be in the deepest trouble--and yet be shut up in sullen
obstinacy. But when the Lord sends a cry in the trouble, he is sure, in his
own time and way, to send deliverance out of it.
Observe the words, "Then they cried unto the Lord
IN THEIR TROUBLE." Not before, not
after, but in it. When they were in the midst of it--when trouble was
wrapped round their head, as the weeds were wrapped round the head of
Jonah--when they were surrounded by it, and could see no way out of it;
when, like a person in a mist, they saw no way of escape before or
behind--when nothing but a dark cloud of trouble surrounded their souls, and
they did not know that ever that cloud would be dispersed--then it was that
But what makes them cry? It is this solemn feeling in
their hearts, that they have no other refuge but God. The Lord brings all
his people here--to have no other refuge but himself. Friends, counselors,
acquaintances--these may sympathize, but they cannot afford relief. There is
no refuge, nor shelter, nor harbor, nor home into which they can fly, except
the Lord. Thus troubles bring us to deal with God in a personal manner. They
chase away that half-hearted religion of which we have so much; and they
drive out that notional experience and dry profession that we are so often
satisfied with. They chase them away as a strong north wind chases away the
mists; and they bring a man to this solemn spot, that he must have
communications from God to support him under, and bring him out of his
If a man is not brought to this point by his troubles,
they have done him no good. They have been like the clouds that have passed
over the desert, and transmitted to it neither fertility nor fruitfulness;
they have been like the rain that drops upon the pavement, and is evaporated
by the sun, producing neither fruit nor flower. But the troubles that God
sends into the hearts of his people are like the rain that falls upon the
fertile soil, causing them to bring forth fruit, and every grace of the
Spirit to deepen and fructify in their soul.
"AND HE DELIVERED THEM OUT OF
THEIR DISTRESSES." What deliverance can there be except there is
some distress to be delivered from? If there were a general jail-deliverance
proclaimed through this kingdom, would that interest you and I? It would
interest the poor debtor, the chained felon, and the groaning captive in his
dark cell--but it would not interest you or I, who can freely walk abroad in
the light of day. So what deliverance can we receive except we be in some
trouble, some perplexity, some exercise, something that bows down the heart,
or distresses and burdens the mind?
Manifestations, testimonies, revelations, and gracious
discoveries--these are all nothing to a man except he be in circumstances to
need them. What is Christ, with all his glorious offices, what is his blood,
what his righteousness, what his love, what his sympathy, to a man settled
upon his lees, and at ease in Zion? There is in him no felt necessity for
these heavenly realities. There is no groan and cry after them. There is
therefore no precious communication of them. It is but a delusion, a deceit
of Satan, to think that we can have deliverance except we are in troubles
and trials out of which God alone can set us free.
Now, when the soul cries to God in his troubles, he is
sure to deliver it out of its distress. But we must not always expect very
bright and conspicuous deliverances. I know that such alone can fully
satisfy a troubled soul; but we must not think there is no deliverance when
it falls short of a powerful manifestation. The Lord does not confine
himself to one way; and perhaps the very way to which we are looking for
deliverance, is the very way by which it will not come. It is a deliverance
when the Lord supports the soul under trouble. It may not come with
great peace and joy; but when there is a solid support that the soul can
rest upon, and it feels a measure of dependence and leaning on the
everlasting arms--that is a deliverance.
What is deliverance? It is a bringing out of captivity.
If, then, we are in distress, and any measure of relief is given in that
distress, that is a deliverance. If we are in a state of felt weakness, and
must sink without support--if there be a measure of support given, that is a
deliverance. If we are in a state of rebellion, and a measure of meekness
and submission is given--that is a deliverance, because it is a deliverance
out of our carnal, worldly state. If in trouble the Lord secretly assures
the soul that these trials are working together for its good; gives it faith
to believe the word of promise, though sense, nature, and reason fight
against it--and enables it to rest upon divine faithfulness, in the very
teeth and in the very face of nature, sense, and reason--that is a
deliverance, because it is a deliverance from leaning on our own strength,
and trusting to our own wisdom.
When the Lord gives us a testimony that we are his, by
raising up love in our heart, brightening our evidences, calling to our mind
his past dealings with us, secretly assuring us that we are his children,
and enabling us to lean upon him as upon a kind Parent--that is a
deliverance, though it may not be accompanied with overflowing joy or
super-abounding consolation. To be delivered from our own spirit, our own
temper, our own righteousness, our own way, our own justification, from
leaning upon self in any shape or form--is a deliverance. If there be a
going out of self to the Lord, a putting away of fleshly weapons and a
taking up of the spiritual weapons of faith and prayer, a leaning wholly and
solely upon the bosom of a kind Jesus--that is a deliverance.
I do not say that these minor deliverances are to be
compared with precious revelations, sweet manifestations, sheddings abroad
of heavenly love, and the comforting testimonies of the Spirit of adoption.
But do not consider that there is no deliverance, no reception of strength,
support, or consolation, until the soul feels these overflowing
manifestations. I mention this, because some of the Lord's people are so
looking after great things, that they put away little; and often forget what
the Lord is putting the trial upon them for.
His object in bringing them into trial may be not to
raise, but to lower; not to give them sweet testimonies of his love, but to
discover to them more and more of the depth of their corruptions; not to
clothe them with salvation, but to clothe them with humility; not to reveal
in them the blessed manifestations of love and blood, but to stamp upon them
more of the mind and image of Jesus.
The object of trouble, in the eyes of the Lord, is, to
meeken the soul, to purge the vessel from pride and presumption, and prepare
it for the reception of a broken-hearted Immanuel. The Lord's testimonies
and manifestations are not to exalt us; but they would exalt us if they were
poured into a heart that had not been purged and emptied. The Lord's
manifestations are to humble, melt, and soften down; to bring about union
and communion with a broken-hearted Jesus. We need, then, perpetual trials,
troubles, and exercises to purge the vessel of its baneful ingredients, and
prepare it to receive the consolations that the Lord gives to those that
call upon his name.
"And he led them forth BY THE
RIGHT WAY that they might go to a city of habitation." Did not we
read that "they wandered," and that their wanderings were in a "wilderness,"
where there were no tracked paths? And did we not read that it was "a
solitary way"? How, then, could it be "a right way," where there was no way
at all; where there was but a succession of ups and downs; and where the
path of each traveler was so peculiar, that he scarcely ever saw the
footstep of a pilgrim before him? Yet the Spirit of God says, that it was
"right way." Reason, sense, and nature, hold your peace. Nature never can
understand how a way of trouble, of temptation, of exercise, of sorrow, of
perplexity can be the right way. But God never meant nature, sense, and
reason to understand it.
The Lord gives faith to his dear people, that his
dealings may be believed in, not reasoned upon; and he raises up this
precious gift of the Spirit in their soul, not that they may confer with
nature, sense, and reason, but that they may believe His own testimony in
their heart and conscience. For this reason God leads his people by such
paths as are directly contrary to nature, sense, and reason, in order to
baffle them; for these loquacious talkers in a man's bosom are ever ready to
thrust forward their arguments; and our foolish hearts are continually
lending their ears to their subtle discourses.
The wise God, therefore, leads his children in such paths
that nature, sense, and reason are baffled, and obliged to hold their peace.
If I may use the expression, they are 'outrun by God's dealings'. They may
come in, panting and out of breath, to understand them; but God will not
explain his ways to such flippant rebels. There is one of his own blessed
graces in the soul, one of his own heavenly gifts--faith, that prudent
handmaid, who has eyes to see, ears to hear, and feet to walk step by step
with the Spirit's teaching.
By faith, then, only can we understand how it is "a right
way." And when faith is in exercise, then it is known to be "a right way."
Your losses, your crosses, your trials in providence, your afflictions of
body, your perplexities of mind, your sorrows of heart--all are then to you
"a right way." 'Once,' you say, 'they were a labyrinth--I could not find my
way through them--they were an enigma, which I could not unravel. But now I
see that those things, which so puzzled, perplexed, and tried me, led to my
greatest blessings. I could not see the hand of the Lord at that time--but
how plainly do I see it now? In that sickness, that painful dispensation,
that agony of soul, that trouble of mind, that distressing path, how plainly
do I see now that the Lord's hand was leading me!'
Well, will it not be so for the future? Does God intend
you should see it now? What says the scripture? "We walk by faith, not by
sight." But if you or I could see the outcome of our troubles and trials--if
we could believe that every trouble we were passing through was intended by
God for our special good, it would take off half the burden. But that would
take off half its object. When God sends troubles and trials, he means them
to be burdens. But if we could see the Lord's hand laying them on, half the
burden would be taken off; and we would need fresh burdens to be added in
order to complete the process, and create that effect which the Lord means
When the Lord sends a rod, he intends that rod to cut
deep into our flesh; when he lays on a burden, he means it to weigh us down;
and when he lays on a trial, he means it to pain us deeply. Trials not
severe, temptations not harassing, exercises not perplexing--why, they are
feathers, not troubles. It is like a person tying two straws together, and
calling it a cross; or laying a pillow upon his shoulders, and saying, 'What
a burden I am carrying!' No! It is because they are heavy, cutting, and
perplexing that they are profitable. The weight is the indicator that gives
them value; take away that indicator, and they are useless.
Yet, after all, it is "a right way." Does not scripture
most emphatically declare, that "we must through much tribulation enter the
kingdom"? If we walk then through much tribulation, it is "a right way." If
you did not know your way to a place, and a person were to direct you, and
say, It is a very rough path, my friend; there are high mountains and deep
valleys, huge crags and deep precipices--the road is almost impassable; but
it is the only road to the place which you have started for.' Then, if you
were to see a broad road, almost as easy as a turnpike-road, would you not
start back, and say, Surely I must have made a mistake--this is not the road
pointed out? So spiritually. If our path is one of ease--if we are never
burdened or distressed, must we not have gone out of the way?
It was a strait and narrow path, a road of tribulation,
that the Son of God trod to the land of glory--but if ours be a smooth and
easy path, must not this be the conclusion of every heart honest in God's
fear, 'Surely we must be out of the road altogether?'
Strange creatures! that when out of the path we want to
be in it--and when in the path we want to be out of it! "Uneasy when I feel
my load, Uneasy when I feel it not!"
Shrinking from burdens, yet condemned for not having
them; trembling at trials, yet fearing because they do not come; wanting to
walk in a smooth path, and yet when it comes, exercised because it is so
smooth! And yet all "the right way."
"HE LED THEM FORTH."
Forth out of the world--forth out of sin--forth out of a profession--forth
out a name to live--forth out of everything hateful in his holy and pure
"TO GO TO A CITY OF HABITATION.
"They had no city to dwell in here below; but they were journeying to a city
of habitation above, whose walls and bulwarks are salvation, and whose gates
are praise; where there are eternal realities to be enjoyed by the soul;
where there is something stable and eternal; something to satisfy all the
desires of a capacious and immortal spirit, and give it that rest which it
never could find while wandering here below. If we have a city here, we need
no city above; and if we have a city above, we need no city here.
This then must be our state and case; either to be
pilgrims, journeying onwards, through troubles, to things above, or taking
up our abode below; seeking heaven here, or heaven hereafter; resting upon
the world, or resting upon the Lord; panting after the things of time, or
panting after the things of eternity--satisfied in self, or satisfied only
in Christ. One of the two must be our state and case. The Lord decide it
clearly in the hearts of his people that they are on his side--and give us
to know and feel that our very restlessness and inability to find food and
shelter in the things of time and sense, are leading us more earnestly and
believingly to seek after the things that have reality in them--that finding
no city to dwell in here below, we may press forward to be manifestly being
citizens of that city which is above, "which has foundations, whose Builder
and Maker is God!"